NEW IMPRESSIONS

The thought of getting older hasn't hit me in the most positive lite, not even yet! As I remember, hardly being able to wait until I was a certain age of consent, and to be respected in the neighborhood as a firm young man coming of age. For reasons that I have already been able to express from other-wise venue, it has all gone by rather painfully. Leaving a certain residue and belated sensation of blandness, non-intended grief and concerns that normally would not have been mine to bear,....At least not in these times. Getting older with the wisdom of strife and not the verily instilled home-bound heritage, has not been an easy thing for me to bear. For the first thing, I had no plan upon being a homeless individual, not in the least. Yet somehow the turning of the guard and mantle has left society and myself in many ways dismantled from the future that either of us could have planned or contemplated, seemingly now, the embarrassing task of returning to what we know is the most correct, all things considered! This by no means implies that I would return to my former wife and marriage, this partly because SOME things never change! This young elder wisdom of mine tells me, that the same old pitfalls still exsist from our younger times.........This would be a little too much for me to endure.......Again!